Regaining Momentum

I definitely go through ups and downs with my  motivation. Right now the house shows some definite problems. It is not one particular thing but a general lack of upkeep that has now made me face a day of gloom and doom. Sometimes just admitting this helps. There is not room now that doesn't need a thorough cleaning. I've been able to keep up with the basic stuff, kitchen bathrooms, and laundry but not the detailed cleaning or the paper clutter. I picture a mountain of papers. I don't actually let it become a mountain, I let it become a tipping pile and then I organize it into file folders. Eventually the file folders become piles in themselves. Losing battle. Putting clothes away, another issue. Never got the kids to handle their own clothes, thus I wash and hang 5 people's clothes. Grocery shopping....yes....actually peeling and using the vegetables, only sometimes. Doing things on time, just barely. Barely getting things done more likely. Feeling very tired in the evenings lately. Only want to curl up in bed and sleep at night. Not very productive in general. Bare minimum. These are things I need and want to change. Always feel behind. Not too good!